Starting my 4th packet at 10mg...

... So far all i have in terms of side effects is nausea... which i didn't have last time.... Ho hum.....

Day 17 - 20...

What can i say? Nothing much really is happening now... I've not got many more pills left in the packet and then i've got to hit the 10mg dose.... i suppose i will report back when that starts.

BUT - i will say this. I was upstairs in Tesco on Saturday with my mother, when she did her normal disappearing act, and i DID still get twinges of panic.... Why????? Hmmmm - not working that well just yet...

CIPRALEX - Day 16 (Pill 17). I got muddled on the vlog.

Vlog from November. Failed.



..so tried again...




And now for today's attempt..........(I cut the video short by 6 minutes because a sign in the video clearly said where i lived.... doh!)

It's Day 14...

...Gone wrong somewhere...!

Feel nothing, no better, no worse.

Day 12 ...

Uneventful....

No side effects :)

Day 11...

My fingers feel like pins and needles, my face feels numb, i have jaw ache, bottom of my foot/leg is buzzing and i woke up with excruciating neck/back pain, so bad that couldn't move my neck left or right. :(

Feel a little depressed today, i had a cry earlier on watching Sex and the City... I was glad to see my emotions haven't completely been numbed.

I have worked out that taking diazepam gives me a headache.

Day 10...

Um...Lets see.....

I noticed this morning that immediately from waking up this morning i actually feel like i have had a good nights sleep... It's 2 hours on and i am feeling sleeeeepy again!!!

Don't feel anything today - a bit blah but thats about it....
I spoke to my GP yesterday and he said i have got to stay at 5mg for 6 weeks, so hopefully come 6 weeks we can notice some change in me, otherwise this is a waste of time!!!!!!